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guess whos back...back again..
maybe u'll start hearing from me more often! :o) dont ya hope..
i love cruz
i love live journal.
dom- call me soon ..we should talk
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| College, SAT, blah, blah |
[09 Feb 2004|08:03pm] |
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Whenever im at home all my parents talk about it college, school, sat's, scholarships..everything that stresses me out..i hate that in a year im going to have to determine my whole future over one little decicion
who knows if i will even make it that far, iv been having some really bad preminitions latly..like werid dreams about me dying...and iv been recongnizing objects from my dreams in real life, then today i was sitting on my phone and when i looked at it the numbers that were pressed were "666" then theres been all this talk about drunk driving shit, then Colt asked me if i believed in God..i dont know if its juss me being paranode, or something is trying to tell me something?
Cheerleading tryouts are in like 37 days or something like that..yes, we are counting this down again!
I really hope i get this job at Sunsplash, i could really use a change from this whole Mugs and Jugs shit
The whole "new house" experience is working out pretty well..i actually enjoy living there..its a cute place.
Mal finally got her cast off! Even tho her arm looks kinda eroded..its still cool lol
..your the little spice in my life..
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| Iv been lost but now found! |
[21 Jan 2004|03:26pm] |
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I get my neeewwww computer soon guys!! i miss writing in here..so much stuff has happened..including winter break (hehe.) i miss winter break..good things came about..wish they lasted, all i can do is sigh and NEW YEARS EVE!! geez, that was juss another story!
dont worry, ill be back soon!!
xoxo!
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| *People these days..* |
[20 Oct 2003|04:26pm] |
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People are going to judge you regardless to whether u are a good hearted, church going, person or a bad-ass little slut..it doesnt matter who you are or what you do..someone is always going to disagree or see things different then you do..does it even matter anymore, as long as you do what u feel is right?
on another note:
guys suck..i dont think i have met one girl who doesnt think that!
I move in 25 days (the countdown continues!)
can anyone make me a cd?
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[09 Oct 2003|09:30pm] |
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 You Should Try the Lap Dance!Cozy, touchy - and incredibly intense. The guy sits on a comfortable chair or softa. The girl stradles the guy, facing him. The girl controls the pace - moving up and down. The girl can support herself with her knees on the sofa. She can also put her arms around the guy's neck. For variation, the girl can face the other way. This makes penetration even deeper! What Sex Position Should You Try?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
oo..sexy, right?
lets see what tomorrow brings me..*wink, wink*
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[06 Oct 2003|09:26pm] |
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This weekend was a blast!! Thanks for everyone who was there to make it so much fun!!
The beach was especially good since i got a tan
Work sucks, what else is new?
Guys are so confusing!! its werid how they think completly different then girls..if only i knew!!!
Homecoming week this week, game on Wednesdayyyy!! i cant wait!
im going to bed now..night night!
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[02 Oct 2003|09:56pm] |
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[29 Sep 2003|08:53pm] |
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Aww, me and Sophie were sittin here and she found a recording on my cell phone that Miosoti must have done and it was all of us talking when we were over at Jermery's house one night..u can hear everyone talking about werid shit..since we didnt know it was on everyone was juss talking about random shit..we figured out it was the night before Robert left for college :o( i miss Robert!
U wanna see something funny? go to..http://www.xsunderground.com/thechilde/..i dont know if i linked it right..but we will sure find out soon wont we kids!?
I showed Bryan my homecoming dress today..he liked it, so theres a plus! he better have liked it..cuz i sure as hell wasnt taking it back lol..jk i love my proia!
So today was a good day..practice was productive today..thats always a good thing, i think we have a good chance this year! YES! The search for Miosoti and Sophie's dresses will continue tomorrow!! when we will travel to Port Charlotte for the dress selection there, lets hope we are not defeated once again, i will let our mothers know we will not retreive (right word?) untill we return from battle with sparkly evening attire!
well i must go call Mal now and help her with her book report!
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[28 Sep 2003|09:27pm] |
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So this weekend was a lot of fun..Friday night we went to Dereks and there was tons of people there!! and Miosoti got ahold on the pornos and we had story time!! (Thats when we grab John's porn and read the little stories in them) Me, Miosoti, and Sophie had a little one-on-three closet fun with Roberto..lol we loved it! hehe, then we watched Brian, Jason, Jeremey, Amaury, and Derek dance..that had to be the funniest part of the night! We stayed at Miosotis that night, Stephanie was so drunk! i could barely get her out of the car, then she wouldnt sleep on the floor with her because she got all mean and started yelling at us..we thought it was funny, but Stephanie kept yelling (the next morning we were all laughing about it) then SATURDAY me and Sophie went to work all day, while at work Sophie made a ball out of rubber bands and we were bouncing it in the restaurant to each other, way to pass the time..so then we went to Mals after work and Amaury, Joe, and David came over and we all rode up to McDonalds and met a whole bunch of people up there..then we all rode out to this party off Del Prado (it was funny because, u could look down Del Prado as we are driving and there were so many cars following us to this party) but then we left there..and went to Trafalgar but as soon as we turned of Trafalgar, Lindsey called us and told us that a cop juss cut her off and broke up the party..so we went up to the Storms field and met everyone up there, then we went to this one girls house we everyone..now, to get into the field behind this girls house u have to go in this little ditch then up this hill..i was like "OOO the Celica is a 4x4 it can make it up there!!" and Lindsey and Stephanie we laughing at me saying.."Yeh right, ur sister is never gunna get it up there after that ditch" but what happened? Lindsey got stuck in the truck, Johanna got stuck in her blazer, but the celica got through!!!! haha..they had no faith..lol they got their cars out..after a little gas..lol...so then the cops got called so we were all gunna go back to Lindseys but we had to go get Ashley's cell phone from Amaury..so we went to this Verot party where they were at..we went inside to say hi to everyone then right as we were walking out the door to go to Lindsey's house, Mal's stepdad called and wanted us to come home..so we went back to Mals house and fell asleep..then today..me, Sophie, Stephanie, and Miosoti went to the Naples mall so we could get homecoming dresses, me and Stephanie found ours but now we have to go to Sarasota tomorrow so Sophie and Soti can get hers..and then i went to powderpuff (got really muddy out there! since it was raining) and came home, took a shower..and here i am!
I called Bronson last night, but he was out doing his thing so i juss let him go..he didnt get my calls on Thursday or Friday, hopefully we will do something this week
My Nana is here!! and my mommy said we can take a day off school this week, thank god! and then next Thursday me and Sophie have a meeting for work so we get to go into school late :o)
i got my period this morning :o( now my cramps hurt!! but look, i took a new quiz!!
 You Are a Perfect Lay!All sorts of guys long to hook up with you, but your standards are set high. You don't just give it up to anyone, but when you do...they can't get enough of you! You have a knack for pleasing and receiving, and sex with you is never boring. Only problem is ~ they all seem to be falling in love with you... What Kind of Lay Are You?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
night night!
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| School= enemy! |
[24 Sep 2003|08:27pm] |
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Wow, all i can say..is school really sucks..i juss walk down the halls and im like..what the hell happened to last year? when school was cool and i liked being there..and i didnt have to sit in bed and hope maybe it was canceled for some odd reason..it puts me in the worst mood going there..i dont understand how it can change that much in that little time..i cant believe i still have two more years in this hell hole! its werid how my perpective has changed about that place, what happened to it? and i know everyone knows me and Sophie have the worst time there too..lol, i cant believe we are forced to go!! i cant wait to get out and start my life..i mean i know college cant be as bad as high school, its not as routine as high school is..and im sure i will care about it alot more since im the one paying for it..right now, its not effecting mine or my parents wallet so i could give two shits..lol
I wish i wasnt so hard on myself..everytime i see a girl, i look straight at her stomache..its like im obbessed..i compare myself to everyone else's stomach..i say "Come on Sarah, why cant u have abs like that?" and i know im not overweight or anything..but im never satisfied with the way my stomach looks..its crazy how obessed i am with it though.
why hasnt he called me? maybe ill call him..humm..hes such a nice guy.
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| *Down, Set, Hut, Hut, HIKE!* |
[23 Sep 2003|08:15pm] |
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We have started powderpuff practice and we are getting trained a lot harder this year..we are all bitching a bunch..my arms and legs hurt, i have lots of bruises & misquito bites, i smell & im sweaty..its really a lovely combination..i get really angry out there sometimes and take my angry out on anyone..its juss a huge adrenline rush and juss go crazy!! Me and Sophie had about three fights on the field..one time i got her down and punched her in the stomache, then she made a comment and i grabbed the ball before the play and threw it at her and it hit her back..then when we did the play she ran right for me, grabbed me and pulled me to the ground and had my face in the dirt, DJ ran over and lifted Sophie right off of me..but it was fun
So we sold our house :o( we move out in 51 days (yes people, the countdown has begun) My mom said it will be an adventure, but im not so sure..i love this house!
Things with him are good, iv seen him the pas two days because he was over here with his dad fixing our pool pump (i didnt even know it was broken? shows how much i pay attention--it never dawned on me that our fountain hasnt been working for two days! could have put two and two together)
Gotta go shopping for homecoming dresses soon! i took off work on Sunday so i could go..and my nana is coming on Sunday!!! yehhh!!! i miss her, i hope my dad comes soon.
So yesterday i went in the kitchen and there was a little brown box on the counter addressed to me, i felt so special!! in the box was a teddy bear with a red shirt on that said "Florida Atlantic University" on it..and on the shirt was a note..the sweetest note i have ever read, it so was adorable!! i felt so loved!! Frog is the sweetest guy!
Well i have to go shower!
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[21 Sep 2003|05:03pm] |
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I guess we arent doing anything again today :o( this suck, i wish this town wasnt such a boring one..someone please help me find something to do!!
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[18 Sep 2003|05:50pm] |
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Uh, so where do i begin?
So anyways..school was pretty sweet today..but i had a detention after school (theres the rock)..then afterwards me and Sophie drove home..and as soon as we pulled in the driveway Lindsay called us and said she was sittin in the Mariner student parking lot waitin for us..i told her that we couldnt take her or mal home today because me and Sophie both had a detention but she and Mal waiting anyways because they didnt have another ride home..and i guess they walked away from the car to go get something from Shannon and we had already drove off by the time they got back..so we went and picked them up and that didnt reallly bother me..but still, thats gas..thhhhennn, i dont think i can get my song for my package which is due tomorrow because no one can burn me a CD..then i went to go pick up Stephanie to take her to work but when i got there Omar said that Devin had already picked her up..so i got back in the car and i was heated because i thought, why the hell wouldnt she tell me?..then Sophie was like "Oh i forgot to tell you..Stephanie said u didnt have to pick her up!" omg Sophie..why the hell didnt u tell me that when we got in the car?!?! that was the whole reason we left the house in the first place..and then this whole shit with Bronson..he doesnt really give me any obvious signs on how he feels which keeps me wondering..but then i think too much about the subject and think that he doesnt like me and shit and it bothers me..then i left Mals house cuz Sophie said i was being a bitch because mom called and said to get home for dinner..Sophie said "we have like 5 more mintues" and i said "well im leaving so u either come with me or not" so she didnt come..i was pulling in the driveway and the cell rang and she was like laughing and said "come back over here and pick me up" so i pulled out of the driveway and drove back..and when i walk in the door..her mal and ashley are laughing at me..and they were like "haha, we juss wanted to see if u would come back!" what kind of shit is that? now my mom said that she cant get me my membership at the gym this month because my cell phone bill was 139 dollars this month (its suppose to be 30)
So im pretty frustrated right now and about ready to cry my eyes out because im so aggrevated!
oh now im going to call my moms crazy ass ex boyfriend and tell him what a fucking asshole he is..
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[17 Sep 2003|09:40pm] |
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School was cool today, i guess? its the same ol same ol..we have been nominating for homecoming court the past two days, and then tomorrow we have to vote..someone said we find out on Friday who won, because on Tuesday of next week they take their pictures and stuff
My legs and arms are aching soo bad from powderpuff practice, we actually arent that bad this year..but we need more boys to do cheerleading.
ughh i am so frustrated..i juss need to keep my cool and step back..and let things take there course i guess? its so hard..i juss wanna be in control of some things..but sometimes, its not my turn to be in control..and that kills me inside!!
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[16 Sep 2003|09:26pm] |
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Today was a relitivly good day..so was yesterday
It was werid..i was dropping off Miosoti from practice and Bronson called to see what i was doing and i told him i was dropping her off and i asked him what he was doing..and he was at the Pelican Soccer Field..i was like "No way?" Cuz Miosoti's house is the street away from the field..So as we are talking, he pulls around the corner and is driving right in front of us..he stopped and we talked for a little..kinda strange how we were both there at the same time
So we had our first day of powderpuff practice today, i got hit really hard..because they have me hiking the ball like they did last year..and since the teams usually put the biggest girl in as center, i get run over (except for when i tripped that senior!, good times, good times) so i got beat up today by the girl on the other side..lol
Ca Va Treis Bein Stacey :o) oo such good french speaking students!!
So no more working during the week days!! and i quit cheerleading for all stars because my mom got me and Sophie a membership to the gym..Yehhh!! So am i gunna have some more free time right there! finally, i can get some sleep on the weekdays
I have a detention!! Noo! i dont wanna serve it! for being late, again! this suckkkss!! i wanna get out of it so bad, but theres no way..i gotta think of a masterminded plan, and soon!
I should probably start looking for homecoming dresses soon..dont u think?
The Naples mall is opening an Abercrombie and Fitch in the fall! thats the most exciting news iv heard! Froggy is coming home soon too! Yeh-ah!
Will someone by me the John Mayer CD? or make me one? i need some new tunes for my car
Au Revior!
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| Updating the weekend.. |
[14 Sep 2003|09:37pm] |
Friday: Pep Rally--Juniors got the spirit stick!! Yah-ah! So who says we cant have a class color? i think ours is pretty much yellow..it was all over the place in the pep rally! So after that we went to the game..we lost unfortunatly..but thats ok..i had fun at the game..so then we all went up to Publix parking lot and listened to everyone free style..then me and Lindsey went up to Wendys to meet up with Bronson, i guess the cops showed up at Publix after i left so then Sophie drove over to Wendys to go get me cuz she was going to Dereks but i decided to stay there because Bronson said he could bring me home later..so i chilled with him and his friends in the parking lot..they are a cool bunch of people..then around 12 he dropped me off at Dereks so i could take everyone home..then everyone was hungry so we drove up to Wendys so they could eat..Amaury, Dennis, Derek, and John all followed us..as i pulled up to the window in the drive thru, Amaury (being so wasted) opened the window and said he would pass me the food..and all the Wendy's employees are juss like staring at him..i was like "No, really ill get it myself" and hes like "No Sarah, listen..ill get it for you!" it was crazy..but then we dropped off Lindsey at home and drove back to Mals house and stayed there
Saturday: Got up and went to work..Jim was questioning me about hanging out with his son the night before when i got there..lol, it was funny..so we made bunches of money at work and we got off at like 7:30! without having to roll any silverware or doing sidework! yeh, i was happy! then i went home and got ready and Bronson picked me up and took me to go see Cabin Fever..he almost hit his head on the chandelear when he walked in my house(the kid is 6'5, so u can imagine..lol) the movie was a little..umm werid..didnt quiet understand anything as it got to the end? so then he took me home after and i went to bed.
Sunday: Got up and waiting for Sophie to come home..then we went and got Coffee Coolattas (Lindsey's lazy ass wouldnt go meet us up there!! ughh lol) and drove home to get ready for work..went to work and got off aroud 2:30..Bronson had called to see if i wanted to go to the beach..so i called Stacey and she drove up there with me..well kinda..she had to go up there anyway to pick up her brother so i met her there..so chilled with him for a little then we all drove home..Tiffany came over (the bartender from work) and i straigtened her hair..it came out mad cute! then drove to mals to get my clothes, then to target, then back home..wow, that was a lot to say!
Guys are so hard to understand..they send out the weridest signs..or they dont tell you enough..or dont tell you anything..or are way too mysterious for you to figure out..lol its such a challenge to get where u wanna get..that was kinda confusing too..i guess girls arent the easiest people to understand either?
I told work i can only work on weekends now..working week days leaves me like no time for anything and i hate that..i need time to breathe..and i never get it anymore..so now my tuesday and thursday are free to do whatever/or whoever (lol) i want!
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[09 Sep 2003|02:41pm] |
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So ofcourse, our Triton boys came through for us and won against Cape High..that game was a close one though..we got that last touchdown with 58 seconds left..the refs sucked tho, boo Haha, but some kid from Cape came over to our side and as we were yelling "Go Tritons!" he was yelling "SHUT UP!" So i acted fast and grabbed the hair spray out of my purse and threw it at the kid..it hit him in his back and he turned around and i yelled "You shut up!" lol, i thought it was funny..laugh with me!
Cheerleading practice is getting somewhere now..we are starting stuff for our routine..hopefully we do good!
My boss has to wash my car now, not only wash it but wax and vaccum it too!..since Cape lost, i cant wait! i made my car so messy since we made the bet..this ought to be funny
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| Whoa, whatta weekend! |
[07 Sep 2003|08:06pm] |
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So heres what happened Friday-Sunday:
Friday was bunches of fun! We had a pep ralley which juss gets everyone pumped up! Me and Sophie got a chicken that the cheerleaders were throwing out (Skin the Sea Chickens lol) so we stuck it out our sun roof as we drove down to the McDonalds by Cape High--all of thought it would be funny if all the Mariner kids showed up in our Mariner shirts where all the Cape kids were..it was quite amusing..so anyways then we went off to Joe's parents house to watch my little brother open his presents (he turned 14)..we went home to meet up with everyone at our house..when we got there Natalie was pulling in right as we were pulling it, talk about timing! then Lindsey, Stacey, Sharron, BP, Mal, Lindsay, and Poncho chilled at my house then we all went up to the game..it poured the whole time..and by the 2nd quarter they canceled the game and postponed it untill Monday, so the score so far is..7-0 (we're winning!) so then i dropped off Mal, Lindsey, Jacki, Ashley, and Natalie and met everyone up at Mugs and Jugs..it was pouring outside and i seriously thought i was gunna either get struck by lightening or hydroplane off a puddle..but i got there safely! So then we chilled there for awhile and then went back to Lindseys..Stacey and Stephanie were there too..so we all juss chilled..Stephanie didnt come till later (around 2) she was banging on the windows and we had no idea utill Stacey woke up and let her in lol..then the next morning we woke up and we drove to Dunkin Donuts..Lindsey introduced us to the coffee coolattas..yumm!! im now obessed! then we went to the yatch club..it was really nice and breezing! but we had no idea how much sun we were getting..we got an awful lot..but im not complaing..we arent white anymore! so me and Sophie took the night shift because i hate working the dayshift, we dont make any money..so we stayed there till about 11..then we went and picked up Mal and went to Lindseys..they all went to Jesus's party but me and Sophie didnt feel like going..but then when everyone left we decided to get dressed and headed up there..once we got there these guys stopped us and said that the party juss got broken up..and sure enough all the way down the streets was a bunch of headlights from everyone trying to get out of there..so we all went back to Lindseys for a little, went to Erins, and then went back to Lindseys..hung out with everyone for a little..then went to bed around 3..i woke up and Derek Bhimji was laying in the bed next to me..lol..so then i got up and went to work..we got off around 2 because it was so dead! but our manager cooked us food..then after i got off i juss chilled at my house for a little..around 7 Sophie woke me up and we went and got ice cream..and here i am right now..exhausted, but im all glad because i had a really fun weekend, thanks guys!
Tomorrow's plans: School, Cheerleading, GAME!
see u soon
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[03 Sep 2003|09:06pm] |
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Isnt werid how u think things can be so perfect but then before you even know it, they can comepletly change on you like that?
This school year has been a huge downfall so far, it juss doesnt seem like it was the same school from last year..i think its cuz all the seniors are gone..but i know that cant be completly it..it juss seemed like so much fun last year..i atleast had time to stand around and see my friends..but this year i only see the people i have class with..which is pretty much only like a handful of people
Thats another thing..between school, work, and practice..i dont have any time for anything anymore..i dont hang out with hardly anyone that i used to hang out with over the summer because i juss dont have time anymore and it sucks because i feel like i never have any fun time anymore..and everyone is always telling me about their weekends and stuff and showing off their lovely tans..but im suck inside all day serving bitchy customers while getting paid a mesly $2.13 an hour..who cares if i have all this money..but i have no time to spend it..since im at work all the time!
Its so frustrating sometimes because my mom and my sister juss dont understand that i still have feelings for frog and i would like to talk to him once in a while and i would like to go visit him..but my sister juss yells at me while im on the phone with him and my mom tells me that shes worried about me driving over there because of the traffic..i havent seen him in like 3 weeks and everyone thinks i can juss get over it like that because we arent together anymore..but juss because we arent together anymore doesnt mean that i dont thrive to see him or talk to him for that matter
All my classes are juss beating me up this year, it feels like i have a hazing mark from each class..so i failed the test in geometry so now i have a c? but i have turned in and completly every assingment..its juss not fair..Anatomy--ugh i HAVE to pass that class to understand the basics..but its juss tearing me apart..and i wish it wasnt..like today, in tv prod. i tryed to make the news cast a error-proof one, since i was director i tried to make sure everything was in order when we went on..but nothing turns out that way and the camera shots went too early..and it made me look bad because i felt like Riddle looked at me for not making sure everyhting was in order, but it was! so much pressure
I wish everything didnt have to be so difficult.
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[02 Sep 2003|10:48am] |
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Guys can be such assholes..i dont even understand why we waste our time on them..they are pretty much only good for one thing and most of the time, they cant even do that right (so iv heard) UGH fuck them all!!
I juss dont understand?!
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